Lately I've been asking myself:
Is this real life?
In real life it can be challenging to achieve your goals and abide by your life guidelines without support, structure, fellowship, and deadlines. Shannon and I agree that living within the confines of the "vegan experiment" provided necessary structure and accountability to help us successfully complete the goal. Now that we're "liberated" we both find ourselves cheating (and I was binge-eating chocolate cake). Not cool.
So even though the cake is gone (thanks for throwing it away, Angela), how can Shannon and I resist non-vegan temptations now that the vegan experiment is over? How will I hold myself accountable and stay happy in this new healthy lifestyle?
Instead of saying, "I will never eat meat again" or "I will completely cut processed sugar out of my life" or "I shun thee, dairy," I will attempt to set a series of smaller, more attainable goals that don't scare the crap out of me or seem too daunting to accomplish. A 2-month goal of not eating animal products was manageable, achievable, and non-threatening. Ya know what also helped me stay on track? You. I've really enjoyed blogging and knowing that you are glancing over my food journal and rants. That's why I have decided to continue blogging, learning, researching, encouraging, and ranting.
I've also decided to set another goal for myself:
"Refrain from consuming animal products and processed sweets until July 1."
Why refrain from animal products?
As you've heard me say a million times, eating meat, dairy, and eggs is not good for my body or the animals who have to suffer on my behalf. My body does not need animal proteins to thrive. (Disclaimer: There are sustainable, local and compassionate ways to eat animals, but they are rare to find and probably not found in your usual grocery store. When in doubt, go to the source. Know thy farmer or hunter.)
Why refrain from processed sweets?
Treats that contain processed sugars make me physically and mentally ill. Even though I'm addicted to the sugar drug, crave it, and then enjoy each bite, I suffer after consuming it. I suffer from guilt, blood sugar spikes/lows, tummy aches, weight gain, more uncontrollable cravings, inconsistent waste elimination, increased acne breakouts, low self-esteem, and headaches. The 2 minutes of deliciousness does not make the aftermath worth it.
Why refrain until July 1?
1) It's a reasonable and manageable amount of time: 82 days from today. 2) It's when I return to WI for my first week-long vacation in 6 months. 3) It's long enough to create and affirm habits and tendencies.
I have decided not to record my food journal daily; however, I may post links to great recipes that I've tried or want to try. For example, Alinna sent me a
link to yummy vegan brunch ideas.
Any other reason you're being so hardcore about your veganism?
I only have one life to live. One body to care for. Once chance to live well and long. I want to know that I've done everything I can to take care of myself and to avoid preventable illnesses. In addition to eating healthy, I want to boost my physical strength. For example, I've been biking to work once a week for the past 4 weeks and plan on increasing that frequency. Each way is 6.7 miles and takes about 35 minutes (
check out the route on Google Maps). Anyone have a suggestion for a great
bike computer?
By the way, congrats to San Francisco, NYC, Madison, and Milwaukee for making the list of the
Top 50 Bike-Friendly US Cities.
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PPS - Speaking of struggling with reality,
check this out. Jaw drop.